Turn out I'm still the worst.

i want to be grateful of what i had.

i want to feel enough.

i want to be proud about my self.

i want to love my self even more in the future.

i really want to be happy, and feel loved.

but i have to rethinking my words so they won't hurt anybody.

i need to understand that people's feeling is just as precious as mine.

i need to stop blaming others when i don't feel good about my self.

i think i need to feel enough, and to love my self first, before i start to love somebody else.